Shroom

I Shot You Down Bang Bang

Calibre: .22 Long Rifle

Distance: approx 50 paces

I was ‘warned’ by the patrolman that I’d get addicted – though he didn’t tell this to the another newbies! And I usually don’t consider myself with an addictive behaviour… But this is an exception somehow.

My fellow comrades commended me on my level of prowess (most likely due to preconceptions from my appearance – darn it all! I’m a butterfly!), and even documented the ventures via slo-mo vids and digital snaps – and I find myself smiling in em! Oh dear. The slow-motion video is pretty cool though; especially effective with my black fingernails pulling the trigger and watching the barrel release gunpowder smoke…

 

#NTS

Disorder	Your Score
Major Depression:	High-Moderate
Dysthymia:	High
Bipolar Disorder:	High
Cyclothymia:	Extremely High
Seasonal Affective Disorder:	High
Postpartum Depression:	N/A
Take the Depression Test

AASRN Conference

 

Asian Australian Studies Research Network 4th Conference.

Pics:

1. With Chris Pang, whose works include Home Song Stories 2010, and Tomorrow When The War Began 2011

2. Panel – Chris Pang (actor), Mark Cummins (SBS), Heng Teng (Filmmaker, director) His work includes The Last Chip 2010, Christian Were (Eastern Eye/ Madman Entertainment) — All were molto interesting in their field of work…

3. Poh Ling Yeow (artist/”celebrity”chef) – I liked and totally felt for her when she cringed on her introduction when mentioned she is a “celebrity chef”. People shouldn’t be surprised that she is an established designer/artist, her work is awesome.

4. Panel of writers: Benjamin Law (The Family Law), Tom Cho (Look Who’s Morphing), Alice Pung (Unpolished Gem). They were all delightful, funny, sweet, and very engaging.

A two-day conference about “New Communities New Racisms” — Kinda took a lot out of me after the end of it all, feigning academia façade; I boast no thesis, no established, publicised, published projects. And yet I want to be apart of it all. Networking is not my strong suit. But I think I didn’t put a foot wrong anyway…

We shall see…

Why Does Australia Tolerate This?

I censored the contact info for the sake of not wanting to promote this advertisement. This post is more for just informing, self-documentation, and just a response.

This isn’t about the Freedom of Speech; my actions were based on love, or an attempt to show compassion, compassion by obscuring this message that reflects the opposite of love.

They are a church of anti semitics (and more less all other races that aren’t considered white – which is in itself obscure), and are not based on Christianity whatsoever; they think they love, but they only love themselves – and there is no such thing as selfish love, they are only afraid.

They also do not refer to the past White Australia Policy, or the KKK, One Nation, and what have you. They claim they need to save the ‘White Race’ – they do not specify which white race, nor do they offer a strong reason as to why they need to save; merely to just save themselves from other races, and to ‘advance’ and preserve ‘worthwhile culture’ (but whose ‘worthwhile culture’? Is there a great ‘white culture’? Where’s that memo??). (I researched a bit about their so-called superiority).

They twist other culture’s beliefs, and even imitate other cultures’ actions – they do not wish to progress, but only progress within their limits – which is their fear of being overrun – gee, I wonder why?  They do not wish to understand, but want other whites, well, all whites to understand, and no one else. How cowardly; what a downgrade from their humanity…

How foolish! How disgusting!

And Much Study…

My own handwriting dizzies up my eyes, my soul is restless, my mind is a wander, and yet there is still so much more to learn…

I need to make an expedition towards a building sign I saw recently; Melbourne Theosophical Society – how I never noticed that before, I’ve no idea.

As sung by Matthew Bellamy:

“Our hopes and expectations, black holes and revelations, our trials and tribulations, black holes and revelations.”

And the often repeated Ecclesiastes 12:12:

“Be warned, my son, of anything in addition to them. Of making many books there is no end, and much study wearies the body.”

I suppose there is some relation to this, but I am also undergoing an Ascetic fast: for me it’s to abstain from music, having one meal a day, and hopefully taking regular walks… unsure for how long.

This isn’t anything new, just a mere documentation which may deem useful for future reference – particularly the correlation between how I study personal interests, spiritual journeys, making sense of relationships, self-discovery, identity, being an artist, and where I am among ‘realism in humanity’ {um, that term only makes sense in my own mind}.

“In their compass and content, Christian fasting and prayer can never be strictly ‘private’, although it must always be personal.” – Dimitri Oikonomou

I’ve been told that I think too much – that I’m a thinker. That doesn’t mean I’m more profound, or even more intelligent than the next person… I think it means that I’m just trying to understand harder.

Homeworking… Again.

Books: old and new…

Another day, another library. But I like this one, because it’s even more exclusive.

But only time will tell if this one can aid me, I only spent about 1-half hours there that day…

“Be warned, my son, of anything in addition to them. Of making many books there is no end, and much study wearies the body...” ~ Ecclesiastes 12:12

 

Stimulating The Right Hemisphere…

I can watch other artists talk all day about inspiration, and I’m sure they can too.
But in the end, it’s all up to you…

Feather-light

Inspired by work.

An ancient Egyptian belief goes that your “ba” – kinda like your soul; would be weighed against the “feather of truth” when you die. If you’ve done evil, your heavy heart will tip the scale. But if you’ve been good in this life, your heart would be feather-light, and you can “fly” to paradise…

This tag is to be given away…

Psalms 91:4

“He will cover you with his feathers, and under his wings you will find refuge; his faithfulness will be your shield and rampart.“

Focus. Playtime over.

Trying to be more focused and showcasing things that I’ve done, and not from someone else: Shesawitcoming!

http://shesawitcoming.tumblr.com/

— the other one is pretty much more for fun.